the end

yeah yeah yeah!!!!!

finally it's the end of my accountancy work..

and soon will start my Practical =)

here's my salary in this part time job..

this was the higher salary ever in accountancy part time job i had..

RM410 =D

yesterday working

tired face ==

Thank You

Thanks for the apologize

thanks for the things u done to me

thanks for the care u gave

thanks for the love u gave

thanks for the feeling u gave

thanks for being a man beside me

thanks for not left me alone while i'm sad

thanks for not arguing with me while i'm angry

thanks for makes me happy

thanks for makes me smile

smile without nothing

it's noob but it's love & like

maybe our love story will begin from now

i am greedy because i wish our story just fulled with 

happiness

两个月的假期快结束了……

也就代表着我快开始去Por & Ooi实习了……

期待，也很害怕……

害怕陌生的环境……

昨天我们聊了平时在电话里聊的话题……

你对我说了很多……

突然觉得你真的很好，

但是你说你对谁都好……

所以我也不知道，

你对我是特别的好？

还是普通的好…… =(

昨晚和我好久没见面的朋友出门了……

bff =)

第一次……

你下来sp..

第一次……

我们不是在Kulim见面……

今天早上，我们去吃早餐了……

可惜你没吃到那加里面，

真的很好吃的……

吃饱后，就送你去巴士站了……

你塞了一个东西进我裤带……

我吓到，

推了你的手……

呵呵…

原来是这个……

谢啦……

*可以把钱包里的这个给换了……

哈哈……
傻傻的你……
还说本来要用一百块来摺……
一块也能摺了啦……

-------谢谢你-------

papaya... from daddy =)

the papaya taste so sweet..

thanks daddy =)

tonite outing v babes again..

Rina going back KL this Sunday..

huhuuu...

long time later just can have a meet =(

tonite we're going to Fresh again

so fulled... =D

Our day =)

before went out v babe..

red red bag

my leg abit longer v this angel ><

nice drink.. mangoes

nice if have a time to rest enough =)

YOU...

I

MISS

YOU...

Mummy's calling & texting

Last night just simply asking daddy,

when mummy come back home?

Today morning receive mummy text and asking anything happen?

I saw..i saw the message..

but i didn't reply anything and wanna continue sleeping..

but that time my tears fall down from eyes..

MUMMY... I MISS YOU SO MUCH..

Mae Salong with Mummy =)

After few hours,mummy calling...

saying dad told her after i went to Hatyai..

i seem vy unhappy...

asking why suddenly didn't go grandma house having lunch & dinner?

asking whether is it Aunt always saying something?

is it grandma always saying something?

I keep on saying nothing...

i was crying..

but i didn't show it..

i pretend nothing..

hope mum really didn't to that...

You said you maybe will come back on August..

why don't you come back now?

You know i need to think so much of thing?

I STRESS ABOUT HOW I'M GOING TO PRACTICAL ON JULY

I SCARED I'LL BE LATE TO WORK

I SCARED EVERYDAY NEED TO RUSHING ALL THE TIME

more and more appear in my brain..

i scare i cannot cover all of this..

Sometime really don't know why i have this kind of father..

i know earn money nowadays is so hard..

so i didn't complaining anything in front of him..

i just don't want to care anything..

just make sure he can give me have a meal when i was hungry..

just make sure he can give me a safety place to stay..

others.....

it's none of my business..

I know every family had their problems..

just so weird & stress why my family always have so much problems..

Never mind then...

i just need to act as a people's daughter..

act as people's granddaughter..

act as a people's sister....

that's all.....

没做工的今天

细九 的 “狗饭”……

今天吃了午餐后，

就是看着面子书，

快闷死了！！

唉……

有没有很可爱丫？ 

没事做，

看到很可爱，

就弄了下……

现在通知是 ‘ 心形 ’ 的哦……

呵呵……

晚餐前拍的照照，
喜欢这个嘴型的嘴巴，
怎么弄出来？
我都不懂 ==

今天的你……
很忙……
忙得没空陪我……

呼……
没关系啦……

久久一次，
让我更想念你，
呵呵……
只准许这几天丫……
=)

*He *Him

有个男生，不懂何时开始喜欢我，不懂何时自然而然的对我好。

有个男生，不懂为何那么照顾我，在我无助的时候他总是出现。

有个男生，会时常看看我的博客，会默默的读关于我写的一切。

有个男生，因为看了我的博客，知道我不开心的理由，就向我解释了很多。

不懂为何有一个笨的那么可爱的男生会那么的在乎我？

还记得，那天他要出门，我只懂他去找前女友。

我醒来后信息他，信息不能发，因为他关机了。

我……突然失落了，毕竟当时的自己还没喜欢他。

我慌了，老是想着为何他关机？

过不久他开机了，信息也发出了，但是他没回信。

我再次发信息给他，当时，他又关机了。

我傻了！

更紧张！

更胡思乱想了！

直到晚上他信息我……我没回复他，因为我不开心了，生气了！

他打了很多通电话来，我不接！

过后才回复他信息……

当天晚上我们就像平时一样通电话，隔天就是5月20号……

我post了一个照片在fb ---> 520 1314...

他问了我那是什么意思？

我告诉了他……

隔天，他发了信息来（上图）……

时间是：5月20日，下午13.12分

但他说在他电话时间是：5月20日，下午13.14分……

从没想过有那么一个男生对我是那么的……是体贴吗？是细心吗？还是浪漫？

过不久，我又因为关于他前女友又不开心了……

他怎么问，我都不回答……

不是我不想告诉他，是我说不出口……

结果把一切写在博客……

因为我懂他会看的……

这是他看了我的博客后发来的信息……

看了他的信息，我差点哭了……

怎么有那么一个男生那么的在乎我？

这一切是不是还没开始的关系？

是不是时间久了，就不会再这样了？

我曾经很努力地不去想恋爱，

虽然我老是对别人说：单身比较好……

但是，再怎样坚强的女生，也希望在她累了的时候有个男生关心他一下……

他对我说：别因为我对你好所以你喜欢我……

你说：希望在未来的日子里我能够成为你的someone..

你说：我不介意用很长的时间来对我家人述说你的一切……

你说：我不管你是不是我的女朋友，我说我喜欢你，我在乎你，我只会保护你……

你说：你不用害怕，有什么都可以告诉我，我不停的看着你的照片，我快疯了！（呵呵……你真可爱！！）

谢谢你……

不懂你什么时候才会看见这篇文章，但愿你身体健健康康……

你不可以有什么事的，因为你说过你会照顾我，你说过你会保护我……

你不可以骗我的……

谢谢你！！

Yesterday

today no need to work..

so i went movie with my friend...

Ah Yik..

hurmmm.... 

even though we always went to play badminton together..

but we never went out to movie..

even never just out together..

this was first time..

huhuu..

SNOW WHITE 

was a great movie..

today was my little brother's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY =)
i treat him an ice-cream..
yummy yummy =)

RM13.30

working!!

first day working 

damn tired

long time didn't do so many account

confuse =(

recently..
i will had a cup of tea after dinner..
hmm...
luckily it won't makes me insomnia =)

enjoy!!

Minnie Cup =)

About Me

要是你不能一直对我好，

那请别一时对我好，

我很天真，

我会相信，

要是有天你不再像之前那样对我好，

我会很伤心，

因为我已习惯了，

我要是开始了那样的习惯你，依赖你，

那时候，

只要你不小心让我不开心了，

我是真的会很心痛的……

虽说你不一定要对我好，

你也没义务照顾我，

但是我很傻，

我一旦开始爱上你照顾我的感觉，

我就很难放下……

我知道这样很不公平……

但是真的希望，

要是你不能一直的对我好，

你现在开始还是别对我那么的好，

我真的害怕你对我不好的那天，

我的心……

会再次受伤……

=(

my bed

tonight will be the second night i sleep on the floor

=(

dislike!!

hate my leg to be like this!!!

damn ugly!!!

before this went back from clubbing..

fall down and injured!!

before

after

new injured

already 3 days.. 

still like this 

=(

Penang v BFFs

before going out..

simply capture  =)

so tired..

went out at about 1pm and reach home about 9.45pm..

a girls shopping...

first time went to Penang with Chaicai & Rina =)

my lunch at !st Avenue - Roti Bakar

ayam rendang - RM9.90

goes into SaSa was so hard to me to stay for long time..

huhuu..

because i'm not interested in make up..

hehe..

dunno someone will dislike that i'm a original ugly girl or not =(

Rina spent about RM400++ in SaSa..

while i just spent RM15 in SaSa..

just for.....

hmmm..

 i spent about RM140 at brand outlet for 4 pieces of shirt =(

buy 1 free 1 - RM69.90 per pieces

here we are in the toilet XD

ignore my eyes pls =P

enjoy our day at 1st Avenue!!

=)

6月的第1天

早早醒来的我

7早8早爸爸就叫醒我，

叫我醒来去吃早餐……

无言！

弟弟今天第一天去学头发了，

从今开始剩我一个人在家罢了……

早上一个人，

下午一个人……

我会傻掉吗？