Mummy's calling & texting

Last night just simply asking daddy,

when mummy come back home?

Today morning receive mummy text and asking anything happen?

I saw..i saw the message..

but i didn't reply anything and wanna continue sleeping..

but that time my tears fall down from eyes..

MUMMY... I MISS YOU SO MUCH..

Mae Salong with Mummy =)

After few hours,mummy calling...

saying dad told her after i went to Hatyai..

i seem vy unhappy...

asking why suddenly didn't go grandma house having lunch & dinner?

asking whether is it Aunt always saying something?

is it grandma always saying something?

I keep on saying nothing...

i was crying..

but i didn't show it..

i pretend nothing..

hope mum really didn't to that...

You said you maybe will come back on August..

why don't you come back now?

You know i need to think so much of thing?

I STRESS ABOUT HOW I'M GOING TO PRACTICAL ON JULY

I SCARED I'LL BE LATE TO WORK

I SCARED EVERYDAY NEED TO RUSHING ALL THE TIME

more and more appear in my brain..

i scare i cannot cover all of this..

Sometime really don't know why i have this kind of father..

i know earn money nowadays is so hard..

so i didn't complaining anything in front of him..

i just don't want to care anything..

just make sure he can give me have a meal when i was hungry..

just make sure he can give me a safety place to stay..

others.....

it's none of my business..

I know every family had their problems..

just so weird & stress why my family always have so much problems..

Never mind then...

i just need to act as a people's daughter..

act as people's granddaughter..

act as a people's sister....

that's all.....