merry christmas my beloved hubby!

do you remember you told me that,

i call you hubby,dear but i nt mean it..

btw u're wrong

i wont't be with you if i am nt ready to step in your world

sometimes i doesn't show to you but i think u can feel it with your heart

but maybe we are not supposed to be together as u told me last time

u tell i am greedy 

but i am not really greedy

maybe u not really know me but u told u know me very much

whatever it is nothing importnat anymore and all i hope just u get a bright future

and find a girl u wan to protect and take care of 

and u're having responsibilities

that's all

i am always okay

u know me well as u said

i will make myself more tough :)

before i met you i am also a single person

and i can take care of myself and handle everything

so you have no more responsibility

u always say u dun believe me 

its hurt u know

i dun even say this to them in front of them

 yeah u did it great!

seriously when i be with u

my anger and sadness are more than happiness

do u believe?

movie will always have an ending which is only two type

and mine also a movie because sometimes i also need to act in front of u

and yes it is the end!!!

you're freedom 

me too

thanks for take care of me while i am sick and thats warm me

even my parents also didnt care me like that

even the day be with you were too short its about 16months 

but i think if this is good relation and it is enough 

i dun ask much

thank you man 

i will always love you

hubby ♥