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Monday, December 30, 2013

再忍忍活多两天吧叶依姗

我知道你真的很痛

但就给自己多两天的时间吧

过了这两天

不会再看到讨厌的东西

不会在听到别人骂你

不会在看到让自己心痛的事情

叶依姗

你决定了就别害怕

这世上已经没有什么事情值得你活下去

已经没任何事让你想活下去

压力

烦恼

痛苦

那么多年都够了

再见了 我爱的人 

jules yeo wee how 杨伟豪

我还是想和你说句 

别伤心

就算我知道你不会因为我离开而伤心

Saturday, December 28, 2013

现在开始烦读书的事了
不懂要进政府还是私人的好?
没人商量
怎么办?
我什么都不懂!

唉
怎么办

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

merry christmas my beloved hubby!
do you remember you told me that,
i call you hubby,dear but i nt mean it..

btw u're wrong
i wont't be with you if i am nt ready to step in your world
sometimes i doesn't show to you but i think u can feel it with your heart
but maybe we are not supposed to be together as u told me last time
u tell i am greedy 
but i am not really greedy
maybe u not really know me but u told u know me very much

whatever it is nothing importnat anymore and all i hope just u get a bright future
and find a girl u wan to protect and take care of 
and u're having responsibilities
that's all

i am always okay
u know me well as u said
i will make myself more tough :)

before i met you i am also a single person
and i can take care of myself and handle everything
so you have no more responsibility

u always say u dun believe me 
its hurt u know
i dun even say this to them in front of them
 yeah u did it great!

seriously when i be with u
my anger and sadness are more than happiness
do u believe?
movie will always have an ending which is only two type
and mine also a movie because sometimes i also need to act in front of u
and yes it is the end!!!

you're freedom 
me too

thanks for take care of me while i am sick and thats warm me
even my parents also didnt care me like that
even the day be with you were too short its about 16months 
but i think if this is good relation and it is enough 
i dun ask much

thank you man 
i will always love you
hubby ♥

Sunday, December 22, 2013

叶依姗!

叶依姗!!
够了!!
你要这样到什么时候!!
你那么痛苦都没人会可怜你!
他根本不在乎你心痛不痛!!
他根本不在乎你流了多少泪!
他根本都不知道!!
你需要为了一个男生而把自己弄成这样吗!!

你因为和第一个男朋友分手而哭了三个月!
这次连哭也哭不出!!
真的那么痛吗!!
叶依姗你的心真的那么痛吗!!
难道你就不能大方点!!!
他都做到这样了你还需要继续这样下去吗!!

他可以很开心的做他喜欢的事情!
为什么你就不能!!
为什么你就要做你不想做的事!!
那又何苦呢!!

你需要多久时间!!
你到底需要多久时间!!
人家不到一个星期就把你忘得一干二净了!!
人家已经不记得曾经和你发生过的事情!!
为什么你就不能学学人家!!
难道你不觉得痛苦吗!!
你要把自己弄成什么样子你才甘愿!!

只有在这边写日记才能流泪!
不然真的流不出泪!!
叶依姗,何苦呢!!!

叶依姗! 
给自己到年尾吧!
新的一年别再记得这个人了好不好!
别再为他流泪了好不好!!
别再做傻事了好不好!!
别再痛了好不好!!
看开点好不好!!

人生中总会发生你预料不到的事情!!
要是没起起落落那就是死人了!!

一个不爱你的人
一个丢下你的人
一个不回头看看你的人
一个不会为你伤心的人
一个不会在乎你的人
一个不关心你的人
一个没把你当一回事的人
一个当你是陌生人的人
值得你那样傻吗???????????

Saturday, December 21, 2013

if we didn't start last time
maybe nowadays we still can be a close friend or something else but not stranger
you know how was my feeling after we break up?
you know i keep changing myself and i dunwan to be the past tense me?

u dun ever know how strong i am to be couple with you last time
i said i dun think to break up and i will do it

i can't accept the way you treat me now and it's hurt to heart
how deep this hurt me and u dun ever know it
i didn't blame you or say anything of you

however i still very down and hurt to heart
u know how much u show me when u chase me
u know that all were so touch
and it's extremely different of what you told me before
i hate you! 
i won't keep you in my mind if i can!
if i can
if i can
if i can
if i can
if i can
if i can

you are not a man of your word 
u told me you will love me even i did something u can't accept
it touch me and you say u will more regret if u lose me
how come it happen like now
i can't really accept